Sunday 21 October 2018

OOTD - What I've Been Wearing Lately

Get ready you guys, because today's post is a super exciting 'What I've Been Wearing Lately' post! Seriously though, I have so many poignant and personal blog posts started and half-finished, but I've been finding it hard lately to sit down and concentrate. I'm not sure if it's the weather (who else struggles when Summer turns to Fall) or just the fact that I've been making a conscious effort to leave the house more and attend events, but lately my mind has been all over the place. As a result I feel as though my blog is suffering, and that's the last thing that I want to happen. This coming week my goal is to find a a routine, or even potentially a new space, that allows my head to slow down, focus and concentrate.

In the meantime though, check out what I've been wearing! You'll see a lot of repeat items (hello, I've been wearing the red boots that I picked up from Zara everyday since I got them) but that's just me. As much as I would love to always rock different clothes, I just simply don't have the budget - or the space!

Blouse - Zara, Skirt - Forever 21 (similar), Boots - Zara

Hat - Forever 21 (similar)

Dress - c/o Ciao Sea

Skirt - c/o Ciao Sea, Sweater - Zara, Boots - Zara
Jacket - Reiss (old)

Dress - Zara, Beret - H&M (similar)
What do you guys think? Do you also struggle with keeping concentration this time of year? Have you ever explored a co-working space? Let me know!

xo Joëlle

Saturday 6 October 2018

OOTD - What I've Been Wearing Lately

With the changing of seasons, along with a chill in the air and and overload of pumpkin everything, comes one of the most confusing times for fashion. I don't know about you guys, but I always struggle with what to wear when Summer turns into Fall. There's always warm days mixed with cold, and you haven't quite developed your Fall style yet - at least for me, anyways. It's during these transitional times between seasons that I choose a few key pieces to mix-and-match, help transition my wardrobe and basically just learn on until my temporary identity crisis blows over. Here's a few outfits that I've been wearing lately, and details on where to find the pieces for yourself.

Leopard Skirt - H&M, White Sweater - Zara, Loafers - Gucci
Beret - Amazon

Dress - c/o 3rd Floor Studio

Pants - Old Navy, Bra Top - c/o Soul Cycle

Leopard Skirt - H&M, Sweater - c/o Dynamite

Sweater - c/o Dynamite, Beret - H&M

I hope you guys like these outfit round-ups! I prefer them to a traditional OOTD blog post. I would love to know what you've been gravitation towards for fall? I actually just did a bit of shopping and am SO excited to start incorporating more pieces into my wardrobe.

Happy Fall!

xo Joëlle

Tuesday 2 October 2018

You're Damned If You Do: My Rhinoplasty Story

What if I told you that I had cosmetic surgery? Would you judge me? Would you think that I suffer from low self esteem? Low self worth?

Maybe not. But the problem is that while this may not be the the thoughts that you admit to, as some point each of us at one time or another has passed judgement on someone else for undergoing a cosmetic procedure. Myself included; I mean, who among us hasn't passes judgement on a celebrity for some sort of cosmetic enhancement? On that same token, how many of us have made comments about someone's appearance, exclusive of cosmetic enhancements? Be honest. I'm definitely not above it.

And the thing is, I've actually had cosmetic surgery. Rhinoplasty, to be exact (aka a nose job.) I myself know all too well the crippling thoughts of self-consciousness, the shame, the space that occupies your mind when you're truly unhappy with a part of your body. I also know how making a change to your body can give you a renewed perspective on life - not even physically, but mentally. Hours agonizing over your body, a lifetime hiding - all gone. It's a beautiful thing. And yet, I still have a tendency to judge.

Let me back up and explain briefly my history with my nose, my surgery itself and how my life changed moving on from it. All my life I had been extremely self conscious of my nose. My nose seemed to dominate my thoughts and lead me to adapt my life to fade into background; anything to prevent attention to my face. I was never teased, it was never an issue for anyone else - and yet, my nose was such a point of insecurity for me that it seemed to consume my entire life.

Flash forward to 2009: after moving to the GTA to study Funeral Services at Humber College I finally mustered up the courage to speak with a plastic surgeon who came highly recommended by my uncle (a medical doctor himself.) After an incredible consultation, I promptly booked my Rhinoplasty. Come winter 2010, I would find myself in a fancy clinic in Yorkville, dressed for surgery, eagerly awaiting the show to get on the road. I was asked multiples time if I was nervous; by my parents, by the nurses and by the doctor himself. No, I would answer each question confidently. I'm ready.

The surgery was a success. It would be weeks before my bandages would come off and I could see my new nose but I could already see a change in myself. I felt lighter, more relaxed. Already the space in which insecurity and doubt that occupied my mind for decades was starting to clear, and was filling with a more positive use of thought.

Eventually the bandages came off, my scars healed, the swelling went down and I was left with nose that looked very much like the one that had caused me so much grief, but different enough that I didn't have to think about it anymore. It made all the difference. I felt like a different person; the same me, only lighter. And while I didn't get the people in my life noticing a huge change physically, they did notice a change with my spirit. One friend remarked that she noticed that I was now able to make eye contact. That says more about the results than I could ever explain. For me, cosmetic surgery was one of the best decisions that I've ever made for myself.

Flash forward to present day. With my rhinoplasty a distant memory I've embarked in a career that essentially revolves around putting myself out there online, with my writing, photos and more recently video. While I have never experienced any taunting due to my nose, I have definitely had more than my fair share of insults thrown my way about my teeth. "You need braces," the comments read, "fix your teeth and it will fix your lisp." Youtube comments from trolls are the worst. The thing is, these comments don't bother me since I'm in the (seemingly minority) mindset that my crooked bottom teeth add to the aesthetic that is "me." I like my shifted teeth, I don't mind the lisp that comes along with them. At present date, I have no plans on fixing my teeth - but isn't it funny that we can't seem to escape judgement, no matter what the avenue?

My point in all of this is that we could all do with a little less judgement. I also wanted to offer a different perspective on cosmetic surgery, and how it's not all based off of vanity. I wanted to do my part on reducing the stigma on elective procedures, even if just in a small way. Ultimately, I just wanted to be more honest with you. One of the most empowering things that we can do is take control and ownership of ourselves, whether it be making a change or embracing our imperfections - exclusive of judgement.

I would love to hear your thoughts. Join in on the conversation. And, as always, thank you for taking the time.

xo Joëlle

Disclaimer - While I'm extremely candid about my relationship with cosmetic enhancements offline, I was always reluctant to share on La Petite Noob because I would hate to think that anyone would take away that they should be participating in plastic surgery. Absolutely not. Cosmetic surgery is still surgery and comes along with the same risks. It is also incredibly painful and the full results do not reveal themselves for months - it took one an a half years for me to see the full results of my rhinoplasty. I grappled with my decisions for over ten years. This is not something to be taken lightly, nor something that you need to do.
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